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work blues

Posted on 2008.09.29 at 00:55
Current Location: work
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Work has been quite difficult this past week. I have been working with my co-worker Ana for about 6 months already, and now they split us up because two people got promoted. I am working nights again, i dont know for how long, but.. i'm working weekend nights..

So we got together yesterday at her house to just spend some time together since we are never going to work with each other again. roxie ended up passing out cause she got drunk, and i love her for it, cause i have never seen her have so much fun. After a few drinks a few of us were talking and work came up.. and i started saying how much i was going to miss working with Ana because she is such a great person, and we work really awesome together and that i know i will never have another co-worker like her... and she started getting teary eyed.. then i got teary eyed...

so i stepped outside... and she followed.. and she started crying on my arm. and i started crying too... and i have never felt such a deep connection with a friend before.. (besides roxie, but this is totally different). i honestly think ana is my best friend, and i can see us being friends until the end. i hate that we are never going to work with each other anymore, i fucking loved working with her. it just makes me sad. ... today is my first day working without her.. and i miss her sooooo much.. : /.

she left at 11pm and i came in at 11pm... and she left me a message, which i had to take pictures of...

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Posted on 2008.09.23 at 06:06
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
so heroes started, i was so excited!
then it started. and the first episode finished..
and then another one started, and i was confused,
i hadnt realized it was a two episode premiere.

I was disappointed though... i think they are overdoing it already.
i dunno.. i just think it left me really confused, but i think its
supposed to.. theres alot of questions and i guess i have to wait
for the next episodes to see if they will be answered.


so. i got hired at party city part-time, i start today...
i mean i've had orientation and other things ive had to go to,
but i really really start today, and i'm nervous, cause i really
dont know what i'm supposed to do. i think i just need to like
stock shelves and help people if they need anything....
but i'm nervous, cause i havent had a job like this .. ever.
i've been working in ambulance companies since 2004, and the only other
job i've had was pizza hut and i barely remember what that was like.
so.. i dont know if i'm really going to like this job, i hope i run
into someone i know or make a badass friend so i can hang on to this
job because otherwise, i dont think i'll last. oh well, i wanted
a part time job and i got one, so .. thats what i get.


so um.. its been four years since high school already and i was getting depressed cause i only have 31 college hours, and i felt all loser... so i decided, i'm going back to school and sticking with it for sure, i'm tired of having an unstable job, if i get fired or quit, i have nowhere else to go that would pay me what i get paid.. so i need to go back to school. i decided i want to be a teacher.. i'm going for an english major..oh well.. better late than never.. i really mean it this time, and i have full support of my family, which is a first,, it doesnt happen often...


a new evaluation.

Posted on 2008.09.06 at 17:16
Current Mood: artisticartistic
These past weeks have been interesting.
I've learned so much about myself, my past, my family
and .. i just have a different outlook on life.
its just.. weird.. i mean. i knew all these things.. but
i feel that they are affecting me now because i've actually
been talking about them, or just thinking about them.

i guess every family has its secrets
but no matter what, i want to know more.
i know theres more. even inside my head..

i just need to remember, the past is the past.. and i cant dwell on it.
and therefore, i gave up some things, and some people.
so far, i feel good.


bipolar disorder

Posted on 2008.07.22 at 15:12
i am so out of it lately!
i feel so bipolar with mostly everyone.
one moment i am nice and the next moment i just hate everyone
its pissing me off. i cant control it.

i really need to be alone.. but its hard to do that. seriously.
i just want to O.D. on some sleeping pills or something

you all be careful driving. the weather is going to be insane.

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